Apathy

I’ve been feeling it a lot lately.

The term is winding down and all that is really left are final examinations. All I can seem to find myself doing is distracting myself. I have no drive – I have no looming doom to keep my ass in check anymore.

What frightens me is the fact that this might carry on next year or that I’ll become used to having time to slack off and not worry because, “there’s time to catch up”. This term I chose courses that aren’t necessarily easy but for sure are not the hard courses that some could be taking (mind you I got a lot of them out of the way earlier). I also have no labs to deal with. Next year, well, this Fall I will have the opposite. I will have more courses and labs all at once compared to any term of my post-secondary education.

My brain wants to relax but it’s two and a half weeks too early.